Okay so I am a day late on starting this one, partly because I was in the mountains having fun with the family and was tired when we got home and second the topic is a tough one! My most proud moment....really moment....I need moments. I have several proud moments in my life but to name only one seems, impossible. But I will try but knowing myself, I won't limit it to only one (:
I would say that one of the moments I was the most proud was when I became a mom. I really don't think that there is any greater joy than having the knowledge and understanding of what it feels like to love another unconditionally. Just loving them because they exist. Not because they expressed love or kindness to you but just because they were in your arms. The amazing part is that feeling never goes away. It just grows throughout time. My son can truly make me happier than most. Not sure he realizes this, because I am his mom and I do get on to him. But sometimes I wonder if I get on to him because I feel that I have failed in some areas of my part of raising him. I have more joy in my heart for him but I also have the greatest fear that I may have not done my job right. I am very proud and blessed to be his mom. I love him more than words could express. I pray for him to be happy and to find his bliss. That he thinks things through before jumping into something that will change his life forever. He has given me so many things to be proud of that I am not sure he even realizes that I am that proud of him and that proud to be his mom. I truly see him as a gift that God has entrusted me with and even more so blessed me with. From the day I found out I was pregnant with him. from the time we saw him on the sonogram, when we decided his name, the day of his birth and to every day since I have lived a life of this proud moment. A moment that I believe will last my lifetime.
Now that was a little mushy but its true and not to knock the value of it I am done. But to catch up I will be posting Day 12, too.
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